Saturday 17 March 2018

Treading water

I’m happy to say I’ve been busy with life lately and haven’t made enough time to write a post for the blog.  As usual it’s been a lot of amazing good moments, smashed in beside some pretty awful moments.  Such is life.  I’ll take it all if I can just keep on doing it a little longer.

On the health front, I had a couple more infusions since my last post and saw Dr. Nixon again to discuss the results of a MRI of my spine and brain.  Overall, things are mostly holding, with no major changes to suggest we need to change our current plan.  So I’ll continue getting the IV infusion of the 2 antibody drugs every three weeks, and we’ll check to see what things look like in another 2 months in the brain and spine.  I’ll also keep my visualization of the team in my spine (and a few helpers in the brain) doing their work as well.  Certainly can’t hurt ;)

I had some tremendous visits with a lot of family and friends, many from out of town, in February and early March, that were a wonderful offset to some awful realities over the past few weeks.  A few pics of those visits below.  The bubble of energy continues to keep me and my family above the water despite the fatigue that comes from treading water for too long and in some very stormy waves.  

I’ve also made more progress on my 2121 project, creating visual pieces with short writings representing some life learnings since diagnosis almost 21 years ago- which has been a source of great energy.  I decided in early February to go ahead with planning an event in June to showcase the body of work I’m creating, irregardless of whether I am physically there or not.  I had debated moving ahead with it without the certainty of my future, but then realized it doesn’t really matter. So in June the work will be shown, and I’ll be there either in person or in spirit. I hope to share some more details on that very soon.

Earlier this week I got a good call from a strange number - you can check out the details here https://dailydividends.cpaalberta.ca/announcing-the-2017-cpa-alberta-achievement-awards/.  I had no idea that I was nominated by a large number of fellow CPAs last Fall - it is certainly an honour and a huge surprise that I am very grateful for.

Grady my "little" cousin and godson
So for now, I’ll keep treading water, letting the bubble help me and my family float, and await the next wave in Tricia’s Tides.


Colleen's birthday

Tasha brought me some tulips to offset the snow



Yvette's pups Sadie and Monty sent me a Valentine

Shelley and I caught up

Amy, Ryland, Mireya and I competing with dominoes....Kinsley was teaching my mom games on her Ipad

Grady wanted to see if he could still balance Davis and Jack

15 comments:

ed said...

Congratulations on your award Tricia, and thanks for the update on the Tides. Sending lots of love your way.

Mary Ellen said...

Hi Tricia,
I also add my congratulations to you for the achievement award. Wonderful. You continue to amaze and inspire.
Thanks for the latest post and the pictures of special moments.
Bob & I send lots of love to you and the family.

Love,
Mary Ellen
xoxo

BJ said...

Many thanks for the update, Tricia. You continue to inspire us, and to remind us of how precious life is. Congrats on the latest (of many) achievements. Much love to all of you. BJ

Bob and Heather said...

Hi Tricia.....Just wonderful news that your professional peers are recognizing you with the award....well deserved!!....Thanks for being you and inspiring the world around you

Love Bob and Heather

Louise and David said...

💌Dear Tricia,

📃Your latest blog entry moves along with the rhythm of life itself.🏊 From beginning to end, you create clear pictures of still waters, stormy waves, bubbles of energy and changing tides.🌊

Somehow, you make it as natural to speak about stormy times🌌 as it is to announce unexpected personal honours🏆... to express a desire to go on for as long as possible🚶 and yet share the realization that life may soon end🔮 ...to deal with an undercurrent of awful realities🎭 and still find joy in more moments with family and friends.🙌

It seems to us that your entire blog belongs among the artistic works🎨 and writings✒ that you are gathering for your June showing🎪. Tricia's Tides is a masterpiece. Once again, we thank you for the inspirational life learnings💡 you have been sharing with us throughout your remarkable journey👣. We look forward to seeing how you bring them all together in Project 2121.💫

And, yes, whether you are here or not,💨 you will always be present to us❤.

💕Love you lots,
Louise and David

3 men and a Lady said...

Thank you Tricia for the update... thinking of you always!!!

Amanda Kanuka said...

Glad to hear life is ticking on. Really hoping I can make it to your art show! Very cool you are continuing to truck along with it. Sounds amazing. And congrats on the award! You're always in my meditation thoughts... and of course during that most sacred time, watching yet another survivor season. Sending virtual hugs! 😽
xo,
Amanda & minions

Mike Whitten said...

Wow, Tricia. Wow. As usual, I'm in awe of your ability to take the rough with the smooth and to summon the energy continue to motivate everyone around you with the vivid perspective that you offer.
Naturally, only YOU were surprised about the recognition you received from the CPA board - everyone else is just wondering why it took them so long! I just finished watching the video of your inaugural award ceremony in December - yet another beautiful and lasting occasion you've brought to the world. Thank you again for your dazzling inspiration.
Sending you love, positivity and an imaginary giant inflatable flamingo to offer some respite, while you're treading water!
Best wishes from 6000km away.
Mike W xx

Curtis Cutshaw said...

Congratulations on your award, Tricia! Thank you for the updates. Always sending love and hugs,

Barb and Curtis

Sonia said...

Hi Tricia!

Great job on your award :) Love the pictures and the moments you have captured! As always I send lots of love and and giod vibes as you ride the wave 💟

Sonia

Christine said...

Hi Tricia,

Just to remind you that I think of you every single day. Lots of Love & Prayers to you and your Mom and Dad and Brandon.

Love you all,

Christine

Christy said...

Hi Tricia,

I just read your story through the Alberta Cancer Foundation Leap magazine, and I am in awe of you. Such a long, yet courageous journey you have faced, and you are an inspiration to do what you love with whatever cards you are given. I recently returned to work (at the Alberta Cancer Foundation) after my second cancer journey and I didn't know if I could continue the work that I do. But your story inspires me. I agree that talking about the cancer journey and meeting people who completely understand can be extremely helpful, so thank you so much for sharing. Sincerely,
Christy

Unknown said...

Hey Tricia! Well the CPA award thing was a no brainer 🤗 I love reading your blogs - your positive perspective on life despite the challenges really impacts me and makes me do a lot of introspection... sending lots of love and prayers your way ....

Louise and David said...


💌Well Tricia FCPA, for most of us, May 12 came and went🌇, but you were in our thoughts all day.💡 Dave and I hope you were able to make the trip to Edmonton🚗✈ and attend the ceremony for the conferring of Fellowships on selected Chartered Professional Accountants.📃

👏Congratulations on this well-deserved honour🏆 and on the opportunity to live more of life's precious moments in the presence of other elite CPA's⌚.

Love you lots,
Louise and David 💕

Marcia said...

Hi Tricia, I just wanted to wish you the best for your 21 Event. I would love to be there, but have another trip to Tulsa instead. Always keeping you in my thoughts and prayers,

Marcia xo