Monday 12 November 2018

Complexity

A quick hello everyone and thanks for all of your messages and support.  Things have been extremely challenging over the past couple of months, including reading messages and watching TV.  I have been spending most of my days sleeping a lot, when I can.  It's been difficult to find enough energy to leave my condo to go to medical appointments.   It's also difficult to have many visits from anyone outside of my caregivers or send messages through my phone (Tasha is typing this for me right now).  So please don't take offense if I haven't responded to your messages or request for a visit. 

These challenges have led me to question whether continuing treatment is giving me the quality of life that I'd hoped for.  In the last week, I was given the results of an MRI and CT Scan that were positive in a remarkable way.  This has left me confused based on how I've been feeling.  I've decided to take a 3 week treatment vacation to see what happens and decide my plan from there.  Life is unbelievably complicated. 

I graciously ask for you to continue sending me strength so that I can try to get through this time.