Friday 22 February 2008

Pencil Me In

The day after my last post, Tasha received a very solid pathology report that indicated her margins were clear - excellent news. She started chemo 2 days later, and her side effects to date seem manageable. In fact, we even started planning a trip to NYC together for early April - me excited to show her my favourite city and her excited to see what I've been blabbering about for years.

Unfortunately and fortunately, I had to cancel the hotel booking yesterday. Although the transplant application has not been approved yet (it's still in finalizing status before sending), the transplant team in Calgary agreed that based on the timing and possibility of approval, they would put me on the schedule for transplant - "pencil in" is the phrase used. Pencil or pen, it is nice to have a date...May 1. That would actually be "day 0", so I'd likely be admitted a couple of weeks before that, as the pre-transplant chemotherapy protocol for the trial is around 10 days. That's about all I know right now! Now I continue to wait for approval to turn May 1 into a reality. Tasha and I will go to NYC after the transplant, when neither of us have to do chemo and extra martinis are possible!

I had actually started planning several trips for April and early May, so Dr. Brown phoned just at the right time. With the attitude of getting on with life, I also booked and did a head shot session for my acting resume this week as well. I just finished it yesterday and will get the head shots next week. Most of you know my passion is not accounting but acting (don't worry I won't give up my day job yet)...I was part of a theatre company in NYC when I worked there, and studied acting in Calgary before that. Now with my head shots done I can start to audition for work! I likely won't get anything before mid-April but afterward I'll be ready...

I did manage to book a couple of short trips between now and the anticipated hospital stay - one next week with Mom to Scottsdale for a few days of sun and shopping. At the end of March, Colleen, Mom and I will return to Vegas - we had gone 8 years ago with Grandma Gunn for her 75th birthday and had so much fun. Without Grandma with us, we might actually get some rest and win some slot machines, as she seemed to outlast and out win all of us!

With such great news at the start of the week and yesterday, I can say it was a pretty sweet week. I hit my Life List well - I was able to visit, eat (including sushi) and catch up with many friends, newer and old, spend time with my family and my nephews, get my acting head shots done, and book a couple of trips. I also spent an incredible day at a local spa, compliments of Dave and his family, which forced me to relax, sit back and think about this crazy life. I decided I better enjoy the ride, regardless of where it takes me.

7 comments:

Mary Ellen said...

Incredible news, Tricia, and an incredible attitude.
Bob & are are sending you lots of love & prayers that that application is soon approved, and that May 1 turns from "pencil" to "pen".
Have a great time on your up-coming trips. ENJOY!

Love,
Mary Ellen xoxoxooxox

ed said...

Hi Tricia,

I really enjoyed reading your blog today and the excitement your news generates.

Oh, and that part about enjoying the ride...you are the ride.

Always
Love and prayers


Uncle Ed

Louise and David said...

Dear Tricia,
Day 0 ... May 1 .... wonderful even in the "possibility" stage of things! The 10 days of countdown chemo will take you back into mid-April when we will double our supportive efforts on your behalf.

Your in-between trips to Scottsdale and Vegas will be all the more significant in the lead-up to your ground-breaking transplant.

We see no "if's" ... only "when's" with regard to your future trips, your theatrical auditions and your life list. Though we are scared of all that you face in the months ahead, we stand by you with the same positive attitude that you, yourself show in this latest posting, entitled "Pencil Me In".

We have to admit that you have made us cry tonight, Tricia. We understand exactly what you mean when you say that you have decided to enjoy the ride regardless of where it takes you.

Your courage and abandonment are incredible. The dice are rolling ... go for it!
Much love,
Louise and David

mike antonini said...

praying for you everyday Tricia

love uncle mike

BJ said...

Dear Tricia,
Ditto to all the above! We are thrilled for you and have penciled you in on our calendar as well. Love, BJ

Sonia said...

That's great news Tricia, you continue to be an inspiration to all us - you have taught us so much about life, but more about 'living'. Reminds me of some lyrics to a song (i am so bad at remembering names of songs, who sings them, etc...) Life ain't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride...

Cheers!!

Sonia

barb said...

Hi Tricia,

This is amazing news! I know the application is well on its way to approval and May 1 will, indeed, be day 0!

Ditto with Sonia: You inspire me every day to take a bigger "bite" out of life and your philosophy on living is so beautiful.

Love you lots.

Barb