Monday, 1 October 2007

Transportation and Thanksgiving

Since my last post I traversed Chicago and New York, trotted in Light the Night and walked in the Run for the Cure! My Cancervive cycle queen Kelsey left on her 8-day bike journey to Austin, Texas where I will join her this Friday. I celebrated Thanksgiving weekend with family and friends. In the midst of all of these wonderful weeks, I also travelled yet another loop in the roller coaster of leukemia.
Chicago was fabulous...amazing architecture, excellent shopping and tasty dining. I realized I'd never REALLY had Chicago deep dish pizza until I had it there. Wow. So much to do, so little time.
By Friday when mom and I flew to NYC, we were a little wiped! Saturday started with a little adventure to get some blood work done in Chinatown, after which we saw the play Pygmalion starring Clare Danes and that night met my friend Glorisel for dinner in Soho. Sunday we spent most of the day our friend Karyn, with brunch at Balthazar, shopping at Barney's and a drink later on in our hip hotel outdoor bar. Monday we shopped on the Upper West Side and ended it with another great night at Elaine's, where we were joined by friends Karyn, Gianni, Chet and Peter, among others. Tuesday included our favourite lunch spot, Nobu 57 and dinner with another friend Jaime at Fig & Olive in the Meatpacking district. All around, it was a great trip, and visiting with my old friends was wonderful. I didn't get to see my NYC doctor in person as his clinic days did not correspond with my trip. I was pretty exhausted when we arrived back to Calgary.

Two days later though, I was rested enough to walk 6.5 km with 45 friends and family "Tricia's trotters" at Light the Night, a celebratory walk of the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. We walked at dusk, with our lighted balloons, and the event raised over $380,000. Some of the trotters had travelled from Regina to do the walk, including uncles and aunts Ed, Deanie, Mike and Diane, friend Chad, and cousins Holly, Jamie, Ellie (see photo below), Eddie, Mia, Lui, and amazing-fundraiser Heather. Calgary-based trotters included mom, dad, Dana (sister-in-law), uncles and aunts Marty, Karen, and Mary-Ellen, Bob (Gunn), friends Tasha, Ryan, Talyn, Erin, Lindsay, Doug, Michelle, Alex, Cal, Shelley and family, Rhea, Ryan and family, Ryan U and Val, and cousins Allan, Melissa, Bjorn, Barbara and super-fundraiser Lindsey. We were definitely one of the largest teams there! We also walked alongside the PwC Girls team, a collection of some of my coworkers and friends who have been supporting me for years. To describe the evening as amazing is understating it significantly. A year before, I felt energy from my angels as I tried to recover from the flesh-eating disease and take my first steps in months. this year, I walked with many of my angels. What's more amazing than that! I thank all who made the trek as well as the dozens more that supported the trotters with donations and their support.

The next morning, I was thrilled to continue celebrating life while walking a shorter path with Tasha, Ryan, Talyn and Tasha's brother Chad in the CIBC Run for the Cure for breast cancer. Since being diagnosed last year, Tasha has had 3 surgeries and months of chemotherapy, all while remaining positive and strong about both her future as well as mine. I was so happy to be able to celebrate life and our friendship with that walk.

Later that week, I witnessed a different type of transportation with a similar theme. As I mentioned before, Kelsey Wiens, a PwC coworker who I met a couple of months ago, is part of a cycling team called CTAPP, a crazy but generous group of people who are as we speak riding (bikes not motorbikes) from Calgary to Austin, Texas, raising money and awareness for cancer. Lucky for me, Kelsey selected me as a "cancer warrior". Last Wednesday they embarked on their giant journey, and I was able to attend the send-off breakfast for the team. This Friday I will fly to Austin to spend the weekend with her and the team at the Lance Armstrong LiveStrong weekend. I am honoured to be associated with this team and look forward to celebrating their arrival Friday night. It's like the song says - "If we're ever going to survive we got a get a little crazy". Cycling 24 hours a day from Calgary to Austin or fighting cancer, it fits.
After the CTAPP send-off, I was thrilled to speak to a class of grade 12 students as part of a biology presentation on acute leukemia by Megan Dempster, the daughter of a friend and coworker of mine, Karen Dempster. Shortly after than, I met up with Jerry Weber, a man who ran the Maui marathon in honour of me in mid-September, to find out how his run went.

Things definitely got a bit crazy later that day, with a call from the bone marrow clinic telling me they wanted me to do some additional blood work, after a lab report indicated my most recent blood work indicated "atypical lymphocytes". Flow cytometry results on Friday indicated some leukemic cells in my peripheral blood, which could indicate a relapse. A bone marrow biopsy would need to be done to confirm or refute that.

In between Friday and yesterday, I celebrated Thanksgiving. It is pretty easy to be thankful when I recall last Thanksgiving, my first pass home from the hospital, barely able to get up the front steps with my cane, and eating pureed food one half teaspoon at at time. This year, my uncle Bob and aunt Heather came to Calgary Saturday with their dog Patsy and we had dinner with their son Conan and his girlfriend Christine. We had a wonderful visit and the next morning had brunch with Brandon, Dana and Davis and Jack. As always, it was entertaining! Sunday night I had dinner with Tasha, Ryan, Talyn and their friend Nathan, and then Tasha and I kicked some butt as we battled Singstar and Cranium with Ryan and Nathan. Monday night we all stuffed ourselves with turkey (non-pureed) and all the fixins!

Yesterday I had my first bone marrow biopsy in over a year, and now I wait for the results. This morning we met with Dr. Brown at the clinic and went over a number of possible paths depending on the results. If I have relapsed and the marrow contains too many leukemic cells, I may no longer be eligible for the transplant clinical trial that I have been moving towards. Regardless of what state the marrow is in, all possible plans include hitting the leukemia hard again and soon. What hammer we use will be decided once the marrow results are known.

For now, I am packing for Austin and hope to enjoy the weekend as much as possible. It's been an interesting few weeks since my last post! I hope all of you had a scrumptious Thanksgiving - thank you again for your support of Light the Night, Run for the Cure and me!
Cheers

Wednesday, 19 September 2007

Wind, Walk and Trot

Greetings from the Windy City!

Yes, I realize it's not been long since I escaped the hurricane and kissed solid ground again, but Dad and Mom were heading to Chicago for a conference that Dad had to attend and I couldn't help but take advantage of a hotel room in a city I've never spent time in. We're only here for 3 days, but I added a few more days in New York to see some friends and possibly my NYC team of doctors working on treatment options.
This past Monday I started another "day one" of chemo and had an update on the possible path to a third transplant under a clinical trial. The good news is that the doors to opening the trial to Calgary are not totally slammed shut yet. The bad news is that the paperwork and hoops and jumps grow as the door stays open, so that means patience is a key requirement for me as all the doctors continue to work away.

In the meantime, life continues as it does and always will. I've filled the time nicely between "transplant administration" with my work with the Society, as well as connecting with friends for lunches, dinners, a little Singstar and even a ladies poker night. We also had Davis and Jack for a few hours this weekend, which is always a source of joy and escape from any world you currently reside in. They are nearly 16 months now and are VERY active, and pretty entertaining.





I look forward to this weekend to connect again with some old NYC friends as well. Good days and even half days of "good stuff" counter some challenging days or moments I have lately - really the certainty of a wonderful hour visiting with a friend can balance the uncertainty of the time I have or what treatment I may do or not do. It's funny how the smallest treasures of life are the glue that keep you together to face the hardest challenges.

At the end of the month, or over the course of the next few weeks depending on the city, many of you will attend the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society Light the Night Walk...it's a great event that really celebrates life. The Calgary walk is on September 29th with over 24 "tricia's trotters" - I will also walk the next morning in the Run for the Cure with my friend Tasha as we both celebrate survivorship and life together. If you'd like to support either event but can't make the walk, you are certainly welcome to make a donation at either of my donation sites:

http://www.active.com/donate/ltncal/2255_tantonini

https://www.cibcrunforthecure.com/html/personal_page.asp?track=2422142&languageid=1

Of course, I'm grateful simply for your continued support as I "trot" through this roller coaster.

Many many thanks and cheers from the windy city,

Tricia