Monday 12 November 2018

Complexity

A quick hello everyone and thanks for all of your messages and support.  Things have been extremely challenging over the past couple of months, including reading messages and watching TV.  I have been spending most of my days sleeping a lot, when I can.  It's been difficult to find enough energy to leave my condo to go to medical appointments.   It's also difficult to have many visits from anyone outside of my caregivers or send messages through my phone (Tasha is typing this for me right now).  So please don't take offense if I haven't responded to your messages or request for a visit. 

These challenges have led me to question whether continuing treatment is giving me the quality of life that I'd hoped for.  In the last week, I was given the results of an MRI and CT Scan that were positive in a remarkable way.  This has left me confused based on how I've been feeling.  I've decided to take a 3 week treatment vacation to see what happens and decide my plan from there.  Life is unbelievably complicated. 

I graciously ask for you to continue sending me strength so that I can try to get through this time. 

28 comments:

Manpreet said...

Thinking of you Tricia and sending you all the strength, positivity, courage and love. You are a remarkable person.
Love,
Manpreet and Aaron

Bonnie said...

Dear Tricia

Thank you for your update! We are sending you Strength,Love and Prayers.❤️️❤️️

Love Rob and Bonnie

Anonymous said...

Thankyou Tasha for providing an update. So much love and support for you Tricia. Much love from all of us ❤️

Mireille said...

Thanks for the update Tricia and Tasha.
Tricia, you are in our thoughts. We send you lots of love and support through the next few weeks of 'treatment vacation'.
Lots of hugs and love from us both.
Mireille and Mike. ❤️🤗

Carol said...

Trisha. You continue to amaze us with your courage and strength. We love you dearly, and admire and support you in whatever is your decision.
Tony and Carol

Sonia said...

Hello Tricia and Tasha 💕💜

Thanks for taking the time to share your challenges and your thoughts with us. Know that we are behind you and that we are sending love and prayers and strength as you take this break from treatment. My wishes are that can find some quality and enjoyment during this time. 😊

We are all on this journey with you and sending strength and lots of warm wishes your way. Cheers and hugs 💕💜

Love Sonia

Amy Antonini said...

Thinking of you now and always! Lots of love.

Amy

Cher said...

Sending you a great big (but very gentle) hug.

Cher

BJ said...

Thank you Tricia and Tasha,
We send our love and admiration, and support you in whatever decision you make. Bob and BJ

Marcia said...

Dear Tricia, thank you for your message. We continue to send you our love and support. Marcia and Dennis.

Jim & Donna Simpson said...

Whether we get the updates or not, our thoughts and prayers are always there for you and your family. For whatever getting through this time means for you, we are there, you are never alone.

Louise and David said...

💌Dear Tricia,

Throughout your amazing life🎭, you have shared several of the difficult choices you’ve had to face🖌- made, more often than not, at a great cost to you personally.👳‍♀️ We have come to trust your wisdom in knowing what you want from life🗽; and we’ve been inspired by your resiliency in facing challenge after challenge🧗🏼‍♀️.

👩‍💻This latest blog entry reminds us of your own description of ‘The Black’⬛️. In fact, we have just re-read your Visual Celebration of Life Moments card entitled ‘The Black’.🎨 Today, you and Tasha honour us by ‘shining the spotlight’🔦on a time when life is so ‘unbelievably complicated’ that you need to step aside for three weeks🚶‍♀️, see what happens🔮 and make another plan🧘🏼‍♀️.

💕We just want you to know that, as ever, we respect the choices you are continuing to make for yourself👣. Based on past evidence🏖, those decisions will be right for you👩🏻, no matter what.🎢

🔥The flame of your candle of hope is dancing in our home tonight🏡. May you feel the warmth and energy💫 of our constant love for you.

Huge hugs, Louise👵 and David👴

Guy Terriff said...

I will keep praying for you Tricia. You strength and unstoppable attitude is a lesson to us all.. Guy

Melanie McLeod said...

Sending lots of love and light to you, Tricia. All my best, Melanie xo

Ian Macqueen said...

Hi Tricia, you are amazing and this world is a much better place with you in it. You’re never far from my thoughts. I will be sending all the positive energy I can while you’re on your treatment vacation. Xoxox Ian

Mary Ellen said...

Dear Tricia,
You are always in our thoughts and hearts. We send you lots of love and prayers.

Love and hugs,
Mary Ellen and Bob
xoxoxoxo


Ann-Marie said...

Hi Tricia. We’re sorry to hear you’ve been struggling. You have so much strength courage and wisdom already! we are sending our love and support to help you through this difficult period. Be good to yourself. We love and miss you!

ed said...

Hi Tricia,

Thank you for the update. We send lots of love and prayers.

Deanie and Uncle Ed

Krista said...

Thinking of you and sending love! Xoxo

Christine said...

Dear Tricia,
As always, you are in our thoughts and prayers. Lots and lots of love, positive energy, and healing light coming your way.
Love Christine and Ron

Louise and David said...


👋Hi from us during a surprise trip to Dorset and Poole🚗 where we are visiting family💑, sightseeing⛰ and toasting life🥂. You are in our thoughts and conversation wherever this world’s beauty takes us. 🌎 Cheers!💞

💌Lots of love,
Louise and David

Kathleen K said...

Hi Sweetie! I think of you and your incredible strength and beauty more than you know! Sending you hugs and healing. Lots of love to you on your treatment vacation
Kathleen

La ma tante préférée de l'autre said...

Dear Trisha,
Your are a source of strength and positivity.
I always read you with such an awe and I keep you in my heart and prayers always.
Your struggles make me realize how precious life is and furthermore how thankful I ought to be for my health everyday.....
You're an inspiration, for sure.
Continue to rest to gather your strength .....
And know that you're in our thoughts
Sending waves of renewed energy,

Dominique and George

Mary Ellen said...

Hi Tricia,
We are dropping in on your blog to let you know you are in our thoughts and hearts.
You are a treasure and loved by so many. Sending you love and healing energy.
Hugs and love,
Mary Ellen and Bob
xoxoxoxo

Aka Upaa said...

Strength and Love dear Tricia

Xoxo

Aka

Louise and David said...

💌Dear Tricia,

🛫Today we are beginning our journey back to Peachland🇨🇦. One of the first things I packed🧳 is our set of the cards from the Celebration of Life Moments🎭 that you held in June. 📜I read one of them every day when I light your candle🕯. Thanks again for the visuals🎨, ideas💡 and inspiration💕.

Love you lots,
Louise and David🥂

Christine said...

We are still thinking about you and sending love and healing energy. We saw your beautiful family picture on Facebook and pray for all of you as 2019 begins.

Love & Prayers,
Christine & Ron

Unknown said...

Dearest Tricia,
It's Lisa Wells here - I was Melissa Homenuik's right-hand gal in the marketing department in Calgary! I thought the world of you and have never forgotten you. I wanted to see how you're doing and here you are. Will keep in touch now, thanks to this blog. Most important - please know I too am streaming strength, healing and comfort around you and through you. Non-stop with all my might. I'm living in Halifax, NS (since 2013) and my energy has the power to blast through a thousand planets in the name of love & purpose. We're in this together. xo